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Bug Garden EP

by Puddle-Cuddle

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1.
Hemlock 02:16
No I don't owe you a consequence for the things I said To another landscape to another set If I could take the carpet and put it against my skin It would glow a flag of ivy a hemlock bluff But it's not okay that way and I didn't ask you To find a body To find some promise that I left with you If I could take all my words and set them free I would worry they would all chase after me A sunny day outside but I'm sitting on a crowded beach And it's okay to rewrite my lines And it's okay to miss old friends sometimes But if you want to I'll throw it away for you But if you want to I'll throw it away for you
2.
Stepped On 02:02
My friends are always moving away and getting lost And I don't know if I mean anything to anybody On the porch I almost crushed an ant under my left foot I was shaken by something stirring inside of me If I was that small I would not want to be Stretched out by a human mountain Stretched out to infinity Can we go back to your place I'm not feeling tired We can drink wine or hold hands or just talk until we're bored Look at the city street it's a live wire You can meet someone or get lost or just fall in love I never want to hurt these living things between my fingers And the evening casts shadows through the tall buildings stare Let the ant run through the cracks I think it's wiser If you kill something before it's lived you're sleeping through glass All the people that leave me have a deep down fire And they want to burn it through the night I can't blame them that much. Please don't step on me Just let me be And I think maybe I like you And I think maybe I like you We set out sunflowers next to the grave garden Of caterpillars and cars Crushed under foot
3.
Hospice 03:05
You missed the first time I tried to tell you All the things that I forgot when I kissed you I think I mumbled about stealing an angel off the shelf Putting it in my coat and letting the hospice heal itself Like a worm I was split at both sides Blind and growling into two seperate little minds There’s one for holding onto the blue streetlights As my Dad drove me in ritual to her bedside And one for breaking the stem of your laugh Putting it in the space between my halves I don’t know if I can be Put back in any way The small chapel next to the room where I said goodbye to you A worm split in two A worm split in two I just want to hear you I just want to hear you
4.
Mother Moth 03:20
If I die and there is a heaven And it is eternal pleasure, Is it pleasure at all, Or would I be trapped in a stagnant good, For eternity, Withering, A moth at a lightbulb for an endless night, Like the one where I thought the mirror might flip, And Megan slept near me, Separated by pillows, As if objects can separate two bodies, But I don’t know Better than that, Like the moths that circle again and again, Wondering when their small sun will open up, And give new eyes, Like I circle around some dusty memory, Of you On the floor, My cracks are molting in their larval conclusion, Gripping my hand faded toward the sun, With the imaginary confidence, Of me feeling new lips, And right now, The damn is broken Coming back and hoping with my rigid wings, That I will find something new, A prize to hold on too, But if I don’t Then I am a moth, Fluttering
5.
Compost 03:24
At the front of the room I got ready to bury my words to you In with the guests who had come to mourn Ithaca looks pretty in the summer but you were born down The road from their in the spring Peeling back the cellophane from a fresh grapefruit And breaking it’s gold skin against thumb Leave it on the ground for fruit flies and millipedes You told me that every living thing needs some love You’re always there in the bug garden of my sleeping Always there in the humming of the moths I push that urn away in my closet, I don’t want to Think that life would bottle you up in anything that small Put the glass over the spider do not injure it you let it Out the back door over the garden wall What was it you said on the thursday outside of the house When you told me about what was in you Bad roots spreading through the body And if they all get torn out it you will get torn out to You’re always there in the bug garden of my sleeping Always there in the humming of the moths You’re always there in the bug garden of my sleeping Always there in the humming of the moths Orange light from the window on Kathryn St. where you Put the pink fruit slices into your soft hand Muted brown wood my young eyes on you a symphony You’ll always be, the one who taught me to understand You won’t just be compost No one will just be compost

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Written over the past two years, the five tracks on this album are a final goodbye to my mother. She lives in the bug garden now.

credits

released April 12, 2019

(((Guitar/Vocals: Michael Quint
Add. Guitar/Keys/Synth: Will Atkinson
Bass: Alex Kan
Drums: Seamus Holland)))))

/////Mixed and Mastered by Will Atkinson, who this project would not exist without <3///

::: recorded during the midst of December 2018 in a two story house ::::

~~~~Cover Photo~~Nina Wilder~~~ Text ~~~~ India M

////This EP could not exist without the additional help and love of: Kieran Hodnett, Nathan Grant, Justin Morey, Mitra Norowzi, Madison Burns, Maddie A, Rachel C, Marc T, Becca H, Caleb W, Snag, my dog Oscar Wilde, my loving dad Charles Quint, step-mother Sheri and many more people all to who I am forever grateful//////

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